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Awake, Unheard

You ever sit at the dinner table, trying to explain something you just learned about the world—like systemic racism, gender identity, or climate change—and watch your family nod politely but clearly just waiting for you to finish? Yeah, that’s my life.

Being “woke” in a family that isn’t feels like shouting underwater. You know the words, the concepts, the nuances, but the room stays heavy and silent, like you’re speaking a language no one else remembers how to hear. I’ve gotten so used to dialing back my passion or twisting my words so they don’t sound like accusations but invitations—kind of like explaining a complicated joke. And sometimes, that’s exhausting.

It’s lonely in a way that’s hard to explain. Because on one hand, I want to scream, Why can’t you see this? But on the other, I know that waking up is a slow, personal journey. Some days, I’m patient. Other days, I’m not.

I’m learning that “woke” isn’t just about knowing the right terms or politics—it’s about choosing love in the face of ignorance, even when it’s uncomfortable. It’s about sitting with the discomfort, the gaps, the silence, and still trying to build bridges instead of walls.

Maybe that’s the real revolution—not changing minds overnight but surviving the slow work of change at home, where love is messy and imperfect.

Yup, being woke in a family that isn’t means carrying the awkward, the painful, and the hopeful all at once.

And sometimes, that’s enough.

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